Looks like this is gonna be another boring post.

I've learnt a valuable lesson these past few days.
Even the one so damn close to you, can stab you in the back slowly.
And in the end when he/she ran out of knives, that'll be the day you'll feel the pain.
I don't hate him/her. I won't expose his/her identity. I won't even reveal wether that person is a he or she. That person doesn't even know that I knew all these things.
People will keep on asking me who or what happened. But let this be between me and God.
I've already forgiven that person cause i'm no longer that person who used to hold grudges.
I'm going to be 20 y/o this October. I'm no longer in my teen years.
There's no need for me to plan a revenge or vengeance. Why I still wanna play all these childish games? Why would i wanna insult him/her when i know i would potray myself just like him/her if i do that. Yes I'm hurt. Who wouldn't be? But I can manage. In fact, i feel free. Free from getting even more blinded by his/her sympathetic hypocrisy. So i thank that someone who opened my eyes. You see, both of us are victims. Both of us know this person and we're close to him/her. And now that we both have realized EVERYTHING, we're no longer a fool.
There's much more things for me to say but let me just end by saying
It's time to clean up your act.

Be wary of others, the one closest to you.
The poison they feed you.
And the voodoo that they do.
- Britney Spears, from the song Rebellion.